Lonely in Kentucky
Depression sucks. Im so tired of being alone. I raised 3 kids; 1 doctor. Father and husband at 17. Wife left me when our third child was a year old.
Wouldn't accept divorce. Drank and drugged for a decade.
Moved back to my roots in KY. Relatively established myself again. Im self employed btw. Had a 14-yr sexless (at my choice; I love her but more like a daughter than a partner) committed relationship that ended last year.
When I said I do, I meant it. Still can't accept the fact im not married, yet oh yes I -know- I am.
Anywho.... Just curious if this thing is on.
@theappraizer
It sounds like you've faced significant hardships and transitions in your life. Dealing with depression and loneliness can be overwhelming, especially when reflecting on past relationships and the complexities they bring. It's commendable that you've taken on the responsibilities of raising three kids, and your dedication to your family is evident. The journey you've been on, from early parenthood to self-discovery and recovery, is undoubtedly filled with both triumphs and tribulations. Loneliness can be particularly difficult to navigate, especially when faced with the complexities of past relationships and the emotional toll they may have taken. It's important to acknowledge your feelings and seek support when needed. Whether through friends, family, or a mental health professional, having a support system can make a significant difference. Understandably, the emotional impact of your past relationships and the sense of loss can linger. Accepting change and moving forward can be a gradual process, and it's okay to take the time you need. Reflecting on your commitment and the love you've shared is a testament to your values and the depth of your connections.