Im tired
Im just tired. So tired. If i had a sleep button i would use it. Permanently?! š I just want to sleep. My dreams or even a lack thereof are just so much better than real life.
53 M
Divorced 25yrs
Lost everything including myself in the divorce and never recovered fullly.
I live a miserable existence doing a job I have come to despise. Real Estate Appraiser
In my area, you can't throw a rock without hitting someone on the government draw or SSI or getting a "crazy check". While I develop agoraphobia and I stay anxious, depressed, angry, and miserable trying to make a living, trying to make ends meet, there are so many out there who have figured it out to exist without having a job.
I'm tired. Really tired.
@theappraizer
I am sorry you are going through this all ... i have had times feeling like that and it is totally draining.... it is a fear that imo keeps people in an unhappy situation as divorce does take a toll on both and life is an existence ....... it is easy to start despising a job you may at one time felt was OK and such...
do you have any friends or supportĀ or did you lose most of those in divorce too...Ā Ā the reality to start over is exhausting ... i am in my 50's and unhappy with spouse but afraid to find myself aloneĀ and miserable .... you are brave to forge ahead and maybe making it through you will find happy soon...
I know that you are tired. This is all really hard.Ā
As best you can, focus less on people around you and more on how you can heal you. What kinds of things do you like to do outside of work? @theappraizer