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ttigs102
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PathStep 9 Compassion hearts9 Forum posts9 Forum upvotes8 Current upvotes8 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2020 Member sinceJanuary 29, 2018
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Again (trigger, school shooting)
Anxiety Support / by ttigs102
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February 15th, 2018
...See more Once again, there was another school shooting. My head hurts, my heart aches, and I have to say again. The anxiety kicks in hard core. I'm living in a state of fear. Many of us have children that everyday they attend school. It sickens me that I cannot wait until my daughter is back home. I drop her off in the morning (when I have a day off). Give her a big squeeze. Kiss on tbe forehead at her request. Go on about my business however, I'm terrified that any day this could happen. The rational part of my brain knows not to go there. Not to play this mind game. I'm there, it's real. It's awful. Today, I feel physical sick. I'm unsure about where to go with this. I tell myself her school is safe. You have to be buzzed in, the cops hang out there. In our town they do neighborhood policing. One of the houses is right down the road. The children know the neighborhood officers. I tell myself the teachers and staff at her school are more then qualified. Her school is smaller but has k-8. (chater school). Yet, I cannot turn this off in my head. It looks on and on. I know this is long. Thanks for sticking it out. :)
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Life and stuff
Depression Support / by ttigs102
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February 12th, 2018
...See more Im still a bit new here and new to this concept. I currently take depression medication. It does seem to help a bit. Ive been on it for a while. This could all be cabin fever too. I was finally in control of my eating habits and bam! It hit, Ive hit the binge road. I feel like Im failing and cannot get my life back together. It could be stress too! It could be laziness! Im not sure. I have to find away to have things moving back in a positive direction. Thankfully, for today I have a plan. Im trying to motivate myself to do some cleaning. Maybe crochet later. Try to undo some of the damage Ive done. I could go to the gym...I have a million excuses why not. Anyone else who suffers from depression and eating troubles? Please, move if this isnt the correct spot. ;) Thanks for listening to my rambling.
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