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Boyfriend lost feelings
Relationship Stress / by understandingClementine7283
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 November 27th, 2021
...See more I and my boyfriend have been dating for 6.5 years. In the begining it was bad and it used to be toxic and abusive until I put my foot down. I later went to college and started changing, I started getting flashbacks and got resentment towards him for the past behavior. I started making changes in our relationship according to him and started prioritising him less. He felt hurt and we had fights, he and I both used to say hurtful things to each other during fights. I realised I coudnt do it anymore and broke up but we reconciled later. He made me believe we love each other and that we can work on our fears, I told him this time I am going to go deeper into this and really forget our past and fall in love harder, I told him please don't hurt me again. However after getting back together he started slowly changing and started prioritising me less and less and got irritated with me. The moment we had conflict he wanted to give up. Recently we had some distance for a week after which he told me he has lost feelings and wants to break up. I asked him what did he mean by that because I couldn't believe him. He used to tell me he would never stop loving me or leave me.I was shocked, my heart ached and I think I died when I heard him say that. He said he doesn't care if I stay or leave and doesn't want this relationship anymore. He has completely lost feelings, hearing this my whole world crumbled. I begged him to not do this, I held his feet, I told him to lets go for couples therapy, I told him how will I live without you. He was adamant and he kept getting irritated with me while I begged and cried, he told me I am trying to convince and manipulate him by doing this. I kept reminding him how he had promised me and he told me remember how I was in your place, well now I feel stuck. I begged him continuously because of which he said he'll think about it. He agreed to take a week's time but I don't know what to do. I am so scared, how did this happen to me, it doesn't even feel real
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I don't know what's happening to me
Anxiety Support / by understandingClementine7283
Last post
 February 28th, 2020
...See more So this started about a year ago when one day I was alone at home and I started crying vigorously. I don't know what happened, I have no idea what triggered it but all I did was lying on the floor and crying my eyes out. I was so confused after that as to what happened because I had never experienced such a thing. I went to a therapist for one session but couldn't continue because of money issues. After that day I started feeling a bit sad I wouldn't call depressed because I am not sure. I just started to feel numb and would feel like crying for no reason. Then something happened in my personal life and I started blocking these feelings and surprisingly it worked. Now fast forward to today. I had a really important exam and I went to my exam centre 30 mins before the actual exam and I don't know what happened my heart just started beating and I started crying and I went blank during exam. I was never a kind of person who would get tensed or paranoid before exams. This was the first time that it happened with me and it was so sudden, I didn't expect it. I came home and I went to sleep and I was feeling so scared in my sleep, I kept dreaming about the paper and I remember feeling paranoid in my sleep. I don't know what to do. It was a very important exam and my parents expect a lot from me. I have no idea what's happening.
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