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Struggling with stuff
Community Challenges / by veriouzx
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 July 6th, 2025
...See more Hey, so this is my first time doing a thread and one of the people I spoke to on this app told me to do a post about my situation. I'm really struggling with stuff right now. I think I might have BPD or something like that. my emotions get crazy intense and I get scared people will leave me. Like with my boyfriend, I get so upset when he cancels plans or when he does stuff that makes me feel ignored. The other day, he said he didn't want to see me because he was too tired and it was hot, but then I found out he was out at the pub with his mates. That really hurt because he knows I hate the pub. It made me feel like he doesn't care, and I ended up getting really distant and mad at him. know I push him away sometimes because I'm scared, but I don't want to keep doing that. I'm trying to be honest with him and explain that sometimes when I 'split' or get overwhelmed, it's not about him. it's about how my brain reacts. I called him earlier to talk about it and explain to him how I feel but he kinda just shut down on me and went silent. I have other problems going on in the background, like family problems, college and l've lost contact with all of my friends as l've been homeschooled for 2 years and l've been dealing with a lot of things. Also, I feel like I literally can’t leave him. I’m obsessed. it’s like he’s stuck in my head and I can’t let go no matter how much it hurts. The thought of leaving makes me panic, like it would destroy me completely. I know it’s probably not healthy but I’m scared the pain would be worse if I walked away. I feel trapped between loving him and breaking myself. It’s just so hard to deal with, and I don’t really know how to make it better. Has anyone else been through something like this? How do you manage it?
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Struggling with my relationship and emotions
Community Challenges / by veriouzx
Last post
 July 2nd, 2025
...See more Hey, so this is my first time doing a thread and one of the people I spoke to on this app told me to do a post about my situation. I’m really struggling with stuff right now. I think I might have BPD or something like that. my emotions get crazy intense and I get scared people will leave me. Like with my boyfriend, I get so upset when he cancels plans or when he does stuff that makes me feel ignored. The other day, he said he didn’t want to see me because he was too tired and it was hot, but then I found out he was out at the pub with his mates. That really hurt because he knows I hate the pub. It made me feel like he doesn’t care, and I ended up getting really distant and mad at him. I know I push him away sometimes because I’m scared, but I don’t want to keep doing that. I’m trying to be honest with him and explain that sometimes when I ‘split’ or get overwhelmed, it’s not about him. it’s about how my brain reacts. I called him earlier to talk about it and explain to him how I feel but he kinda just shut down on me and went silent. I have other problems going on in the background, like family problems, college and I’ve lost contact with all of my friends as I’ve been homeschooled for 2 years and I’ve been dealing with a lot of things. It’s just so hard to deal with and I don’t really know how to make it better. Has anyone else been through something like this? How do you manage it?
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