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How to handle the process of growing up
Aging Up Support / by versatileLemon9181
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 September 26th
...See more Hello :D So I was wondering is it normal to what I best could describe is grief for your younger innocent self.Like I miss it when everything wasn’t so big where the only thing I did was play go to school and hangout with my parents.Now that I am a lot older my brain is riddled with all kinds of questions like what the point of anything and if anything real. And I hate the fact that everything is going to change and this will never happen or be again. And I don’t want things to change I like waking up and seeing my parents I don’t want to lose them I don’t want to lose anyone in my family I just want time to stay at a stand still. I don’t want things to end. My brain has accepted the fact that when I die there’s nothing but it can’t handle the thought of that if that makes sense. But i can’t handle the thought of losing the people I care for . What do I do. I am scared and I keep on crying  over this. (If you want details on how a lot of these thoughts started happening I’ll be happy to share)
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I have a question
Depression Support / by versatileLemon9181
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 July 2nd, 2025
...See more this might be a little dark but recently i have just been wanting to di# and i don't know why like i have no reason too its just i want to and i have just been getting hit with just random waves of sadness and like i would most likely never do it for the sake of my family and friends and i don't know why i want to di# just for some reason i keep telling myself too like is this a normal thing or am i just a loss cause at this point 
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