Skip to main content Skip to bottom nav
xoxomewmew
353 M Embraced 3
PathStep 4 Compassion hearts25 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes10 Current upvotes10 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2019 Member sinceMay 18, 2019
Bio
Recent forum posts
xoxomewmew profile picture
Why is this happening?
Anxiety Support / by xoxomewmew
Last post
 May 21st, 2019
...See more This week I've been feeling wierd I seem to lose interest in everything. I've deleted social media in the past for the same reason and for depression. I've stopped binge watching youtube. I used to watch none stop videos of how to... or why this and why that... it seems like I can't stop searching. Why am I always asking questions on Google. It seems endless. I'm always trying to read articles on "why I stopped wearing makeup" or "why men prefer girls without makeup". It seems like I'm obsessed over the same topics. I'm also avoiding music because of subliminal messages of the illuminati and satanic worshipping. But when I get my phone that's mostly what I look for like I want to search deeper on why... is this bad for my anxiety. I seem like I can't relax and also here i want to keep asking questions and see you're responses. I also have been in other questions and answers apps to see what others think. I'm not sure if its negative for my mental illness. Sometimes I feel anxious when I use my phone and I have nothing to do with it. I just don't get it why I get my phone in the first place
xoxomewmew profile picture
Why am I feeling this way
Anxiety Support / by xoxomewmew
Last post
 May 29th, 2019
...See more Yesterday at a party I saw a cute guy and I thought he was looking at me. But I was wrong he looked at a skinny girl with tons of makeup, high heels, short, long hair, nice clothes, with a group of friends. He went up to her to invite her to dance. I felt sad. I just put a fake smile in my face while they were dancing. But deep down I wanted to cry. And all that sadness came down on me and all my past of crushes and being always single. I don't understand why I feel this way. For a guy i don't even know.
xoxomewmew profile picture
Watching scary stuff on youtube affects my anxiety...
Anxiety Support / by xoxomewmew
Last post
 May 21st, 2019
...See more So yesterday I was watching my favorite channel "chills". Seeing the first video I was getting nervous but continued. My mom has two dolls in our room and I was afraid for them to becomes alive. I grabbed them and put them in the livingroom and told mom I was getting nervous. I continue watching and I felt scared like if something was watching me. I kept thinking of scary scenario. I kept imagining scary thing in my closet. So I'm just saying if it's normal to feel like this all the time right after watching scary videos.
Search more from @xoxomewmew
Considering Therapy?
Talk to an expert therapist
Badges & Awards
14 total badges
Hand Shake Linked Quintet Chief Chat Honest Voice Reconnect First Post Reaching out Helping out First Compassion Bundled Teammate Forum Friend Strong Bond I
Report an issue