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zany130
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PathStep 11 Compassion hearts10 Forum posts4 Forum upvotes6 Current upvotes6 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2020 Member sinceOctober 1, 2017
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I'm a big video game and anime fan. Would like to one day get over my depression, anxiety and loneyness

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The true fear of social anxiety
Anxiety Support / by zany130
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 March 15th, 2020
...See more I realized what's so scary about social anxiety and lonelyness. It's not the fear that your alone that's most scary, if it was just that I could just get used to It. No the scary part is not knowing what it is to have friends,to be part of society, to be normal. You start questioning why you so desperately disirr that which has been denied to you, a connection to the rest of the world. It pains you to pursue these connections.You start doubting whether your sane or your going crazy. You start thinking you're different from everyone else and maybe your not worth being alive. You see people pitty you and want to help you buts that not what you want you don't want there Damm pity what you what is to understand, to know because you're afraid. Afraid of being different afried that your losing your sanity. You don't want these superficial relationships. you want someone who can make you feel connected, like your not alone your not different and most of all that you have Worth. The problem is what I'm looking for does not exist. You can't depend on some one else to validate you worth that has to come from within I know this yet I can't seem to make the most important friend of all myself.
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