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zaskiansjs
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What is wrong with me
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by zaskiansjs
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 October 1st, 2021
...See more Well I dont even know where to begin. I'm so confused. I dont know what's wrong with me. I feel like I cant stand myself anymore. I tend to lose the people I love because of my anger. I go from 0-100 in a second for the smallest things. I could lash out at someone and then feel horrible 10 minutes after, to later do the same thing the same day.am I bipolar? I feel like I cant trust people. I feel like people just want to hurt me. I feel like people dont care about me, like they dont love me. What is wrong with me? I can't even seem to hold onto a thought before a million more rush over. I just want to be happy
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What is wrong with me
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by zaskiansjs
Last post
 October 4th, 2021
...See more Well.. I don't even know where to begin. What is wrong with me? Am I just doing this for attention? I don't know if I'm depressed or If I'm bipolar or maybe I'm just over exaggerating. I can't handle myself anymore. I get so angry very quickly, I can from 0-100 in a millisecond for things that I will look back at like half an hour later and think "Jeez that was a stupid thing to be angry about". I get so angry I insult someone and say awful things and then apologize 10 minutes after and feel calm after I just raged. I feel like people are wanting to stab me in the back, I get so paranoid it scares me to trust people. When I confront those people they look at me like I'm crazy.. like if they had no bad intentions.. but I get this guy feeling that they are trying to hurt me. Am I crazy? I hate it when I get called crazy. What is wrong with me?
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