What is wrong with me
Well.. I don't even know where to begin. What is wrong with me? Am I just doing this for attention? I don't know if I'm depressed or If I'm bipolar or maybe I'm just over exaggerating. I can't handle myself anymore. I get so angry very quickly, I can from 0-100 in a millisecond for things that I will look back at like half an hour later and think "Jeez that was a stupid thing to be angry about". I get so angry I insult someone and say awful things and then apologize 10 minutes after and feel calm after I just raged. I feel like people are wanting to stab me in the back, I get so paranoid it scares me to trust people. When I confront those people they look at me like I'm crazy.. like if they had no bad intentions.. but I get this guy feeling that they are trying to hurt me. Am I crazy? I hate it when I get called crazy. What is wrong with me?
@zaskiansjs Hi! Thank-you for sharing here, sometimes we need to search deeper for answers and you have made a good start by asking here. There is so much information available online now and this forum has lots of resources too https://www.7cups.com/forum/BipolarSchizophreniaPsychosisSupport_63/BipolarSupportCommunityInformation_428/ForumResourcesandArticlesLists_237342/
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