Can I vent here?
I feel so alone and lost and sad today. My mood is all over the place, one minute I feel motivated and willing to live and change, and the next I barely want to exist. I’m taking my meds everyday, at the same time, I don’t know why they don’t work as well anymore.
I have an amazing husband and I love him and I know he loves me. Except I don’t feel it that much lately. I want to feel that rush that’s at the beginning of relationships, where you make each other crazy. I know it’s my fault. I’m not fun, and I’m not that attractive anymore. I gained a lot of weight in the past 2 years, and I struggle a lot with my body.
Just to top all this I’m in pain all the time due to my teeth and my appointment seems soo far away. (it’s this Friday)
@forcefulOak5171 Hey, that's not your fault if you don't feel that rush that happens in the beginning of any relationships. That's not because you gained weight, or because you don't take care about yourself as you were used. Everyone gets through this, and that's totally normal. I'm sure he knows you are doing your best. And I'm sure you will make it through :) wishing you good luck with that teeth pain!
