I’m feeling lost

I’ve always felt the need to be loved, therefore I got married young and had my children young too. I’m 32 years old married with 4 kids and I feel like I’m not being heard, I feel overwhelmed, anxious, angry, confused and sad. I wake up everyday with this weight on my shoulders like I’m carrying the world. No one listens or truly understands me. I don’t feel seen. I have social anxiety and right now I’m feeling hopeless (sigh)…