I think Im too scared to make friends due to past trauma
The thoughts of rehearsing scenarios that never happened; overthinking; being betrayed all over again; being judged; making fake friends by accident.. I just want a friend who understands. Not even my own bf understands me well. And I feel alone. He made me feel guilty for not wanting to meet his friends that he saids are closer to my age. Ive always had a hard time making friends my age. I said I didn’t want to hang out, and instead of comforting me he made me feel guilty… why? He made me feel bad. And it makes me scared. Why? He saids he wants me to have friends but he doesn’t understand when I say its HARD for me… Past trauma, never got over it yet…
… The hangout invite was also to play mini golf and I never played that before. I rather not play bc I’ve embarrassed myself before with bowling… id rather embarrass myself with family but they dont talk to me either :(
Im all over the place rn. And I cant sleep. Its 1:27am… But Ill try one more time..
Hey there onna, I understand how it can be hard to find friends. I struggle with it too but I'll gladly be your friend if you want 🤗
I didnt see you message im sorry. I havnt been on in long time. You seem nice!
girl same. Im struggling so hard and SCRAPING CRUMBS for healthy friendships but Im so anxious and scared to go even go out with them😭😭 and honestly Im just stuck in Limbo because Im starting to love my own space and peace but its really not healthy and boring sometimes. IM LIKE ALLERGIC TO PEOPLE NOW AND I GET SO ANXIOUS GOING OUT BASDGJSKMSO
Im so glad you can relate. Always nice to hear. I havnt been on this app in long tome sorry.
