Just ranting + need a little support

These last few weeks / month has been quite hard on me. My mom was hospitalized May 9th the day before Mother’s Day with a very rare bile duct cancer called Cholangiocarcinoma. She didn’t know that she had it as it is a type of cancer where symptoms only show once it’s reached its most aggressive stage. Unfortunately for my mom that’s when she caught it. It had already taken over her body completely before she could properly treat herself. Tuesday June 16th 2026 I lost her, I lost the only parent I’ve had in my life. My world, the strongest woman I had ever known. This is the hardest thing I’ll ever have to go through and I know it but it’s tougher to want to hug and kiss her but knowing she won’t be able to reciprocate it.

Please hug and kiss your parents every day. Tell them you love them, hold them especially if your parents are anything like my mother used to be (Stubborn) she hated anyone knowing her problems, she never wanted to reach out and ask for help no matter how much she helped others but she was such a loving soul, the rock of the family, the rock of my life.