Looking for a mental health buddy

Hello everyone!

Once I had several very close friends, who supported, listened to me, respected my thoughts and feelings and it was always mutual.

Now I'm almost burnout. I have being diagnosed depression since 2022, I was in therapy, stayed in hospital for several weeks, I was prescribed 2 dozens of different antidepressants and it worked a little bit, but anxiety is still enormous. Moreover, I have some problems with my blood pressure. I live in Ukraine, so I have many stress every day. Also I stay in toxic relationship with abusing person, including physical abuse sometimes. Trying to stay positive, ambitious.

I am looking for a person to communicate, with deep understanding, maybe with similar experience. I am very good in listening and supporting too, acceptive, very empathic, have M.D. in Psychology (but looking certainly for support for myself and mutual understanding, not for a client). I plan to return in therapy asap, but I want to have a friend who will be far away physically but close mentally, like non-romantic soulmate. Like sister or brother.

I would have shared this on ***, but I think there's much more chance to find someone here.

Wish everyone to stay safe, healthy and as happy as possible.