Need support for severe OCD
I am 21, girl, and have been suffering from a horrible form of OCD( Obsessive Compulsive Disorder). These thoughts are extremely bizarre, intrusive and regarding other people's s*xual behaviour. So extreme is their degree that I even began thinking that infants under the age of 2 indulge in oral s*x, s*xual touching and outercourse, and watch p*rn if not interc*urse. I even thought that most people indulge in s*xual touching, or*l s*x, outercourse with their pets/ animals. Parents indulge in outercourse and/ or or*l s*x with their offsprings whether underage or adults and it happens between siblings too. And many more such thoughts. There is a potential link between these thoughts and the tremendous pain of romantic rejection that is weighing on my heart, since these thoughts only appear when my decade-long crush blocks/ ghosts me or exits from my life.
I am like- is it all really common? Or not? Please guide me out of this traumatic turbulence as it's really harassing me.
Please don't just upvote, I need support and words. Assurances and hope. I am seriously being besieged by my own thoughts.
@Sanvee11 oh I can def understand you on this matter since I'm someone who also suffers from OCD and at your level to some extent. Maybe we could talk about it, help each other teach better ways to cope up with it.......just a message away!
@DarkMessiah thank you, but these things are not common right? I mean I hope so.
@Sanvee11 I hope so too, but I don't have any idea....maybe we could understand the lesser known truth about it by discussing......