Stuck

Hello. New to 7cups. I signed up because for a few years I've been on this downward trend. My health has been slipping worse and worse, and I often feel like it's too late to turn things around. There are things I want to do, but everything I want is just out of reach. I want to make people laugh. I've tried stand up, but it doesn't have to be that, it could be anything really. I want to get back to working. It would be nice to find an office job or something like that, or maybe doing something where I can make stuff. I want to support my brother with his health and mental health as well, but I've broken to a point where I feel like I can't help him anymore. Thank you for reading.