Your a loser and your behind do nothing

Comparison is the thief of joy and I hate it that is true while everyone would stop thinking about it me in the other hand I hate it that my peers are doing way better than me and I hate that I didn’t do anything to get this way. Do I hate life? No I feel like it could be a bit better because why is this person doing better than me? Maybe it’s a social media schtck and maybe that person I’m so envious of is also living in there own *** The way I see it, there's two types of people. Those who spend their lives trying to build a future, and those who spend their lives trying to rebuild the past. For too long I'd been stuck in between, hidden in the dark. But what was I really doing walking in there with my bad haircut and ridiculous shirt? Was I there to make something right? Or was I just using a messed-up situation to indulge myself, grasping at some desperate delusion of control? Maybe the two went hand in hand more than I cared to admit.