Lost
I can’t I can’t do this, I can’t do this anymore it says to me. A lot of the time I myself have no real direction, and live in my own thoughts. Apart from when I act.
I don’t know whether I can marry my Fiance or not. She is, we have been engaged for two years. She is perfect in every way, loyal beautiful. I overcomplicate things. I am also heavily regretting stopping my acting lifestyle which was in hope of career.
I feel like if I marry her I will not be able to do it again. I don’t feel my self since stopping acting. I now have a secure 9 to 5 job but it’s not the same it’s not fulfilling. My brother tells me just concentrate on my fiancé but acting is all I can think about.
What made you stop your acting lifestyle? Was it not paying the bills?
@fairmindedTangerine3853, this is a very hard situation, my friend. Split between lifelong dreams and lifelong companionship is never an easy choice. I cannot say what would be the best route to go in your situation, but I was in the same situation about twenty years ago. I gave up my dream job to be with someone whom I thought we were both destined for one another. I moved close by to her and her family after getting to know her for 8 months and getting engaged. One week after moving and giving up my job, I was told it wasn't going to work out between us.
It may turn out different for you, but always seek guidance from everyone first,then search your heart very diligently. Know what is ultimately important to you. When you know what is important above all else, you'll never regret your decision, as your conscious will be clear regardless of how things turn out. Praying it all turns out well.
