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Do you feel the way i do?

User Profile: DarknessMyOldFriend001
DarknessMyOldFriend001 November 7th, 2021

I feel like I'm just waiting for something to come along and end me. And I'm very patient


Sometimes I think Im possibly a sociopath. I don't react to good or bad news. My state of mind is permanently indifferent of external stimuli. I did not feel anything when my father died and I felt nothing on deaths of other closed love one


My chow of 16 years passed away and I didn't care. I did give her a funeral and burrier her in a vacant lot then a school was built on top of her grave. I hope she haunts the halls of the school.


I can't keep a job and as a result I am homeless ..I live in a tent in the woods of central Florida. I'm friends with cats,opposums and a raccoon. There is a coyote but she always runs away from me.


Thanks for listening

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User Profile: LittleChambers
LittleChambers December 5th, 2021

@DarknessMyOldFriend001 hello!


I am not a doctor and cannot diagnose you.
But sometimes you can feel numbed in life or struggle to process emotions and so your brain will suppress them altogether.

And sometimes people have personality disorders that affect their ability to experience emotions.

Having a personality disorder / being a sociopath does not make you intrinsically bad. There is a lot of stigma around the word sociopath/ narcissist/ psychopath etc

Personality disorders can affect different people to varying degrees and there is nothing bad about you if you have one. You can seek support with a psychologist, and if you visit a local homeless shelter or homeless support service - they may be able to direct you to the most accessible service for you.

I hope you find good accomodation but keep coming back here for support where you feel you’d like it.
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