Feeling alone
I feel those who close to me are not helpful and not deep thinkers while those whom I wish to be close to and friends with are having great knowledge and I can’t keep up with them. So, for them I am not worthy. How can I manage this situation. By the way, I am not a good reader and this is why I can’t bring value to them.
They don't know what you feel cause they thought that it's not that serious. You know there's people who can actually understand you and give you solutions but I think it's not them. You can use this app and make friends that can really understand you. For me this is one of my safety blanket.
Also if you want to friends with someone who you feel that they can understand you, go ahead they won't hurt your feelings cause they will know what is happening to you is also happening to them