Hey y'all new here. Tired of being me.
Hey y'all, I'm so tired of being me. I'm so obsessive about constipation and hemmeroids and any issues there if that I control my food down to what and how much. I freak out at any issues. Like last 3 days I've had a flair up, last 2 days blood (very minor) through he day and I'm a mess. On my monthly. Stressed about everything. I suppose outside looking in I'm a champ with everything I been through the last 1.5 years but I'm so tired. So so very tired. I wanna stop obsessing. I wanna enjoy food again.
Nothing seems to help.
Hi I recently joined too. I eat so little a day bc of the opposite issue, but I feel ur pain about obsessing over it and wishing you could eat like a normal meal. So I feel ya. Sorry you are going through this. It’s an awful feeling, or at least it is for me
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