I dont know..
I always fight with myself, oppose myself with some of the decisions I make, or even argue with myself!, I don't know if I'm doing this to myself, or if there's someone else with me! I'm literally tired of all this. It makes me feel weak and frustrated at my lack of productivity. I'm not schizophrenic, but I don't know what I'm going through.
This feeling makes me unable to focus. And it doesn't make me stronger practicing my hobby which is programming.
Knowing that I'm a high school student. I don't know if this is normal. I hope I'm fine, and that you're fine.
@barbon
Hi Barbon! I hope that you are doing well! I am sorry to hear that you are struggling with this. I'm sure it's not easy to handle and I understand that it makes programming harder for you when you really want to work on it! I do want to ask you if you have any support with how you are feeling? I definitely don't think you have to deal with this alone and there are so many people who would be willing to listen and hear you out! You could even talk to a doctor or a therapist about this and they can help guide you in the right direction in terms of resources and support! Thinking of you! ❤️