Stuck & unhappy
I’m feeling really “stuck” lately. I’ve had a hellish couple years where I almost died, had to pay thousands for out of state treatment (no drugs or legal issues), served with divorce, ended up in a wheelchair for ten months, had two back surgeries and now, trying to find my “foot hold” in life. I’m at a surpass where my disability was finally approved, applying for jobs like crazy and struggling with what career to do next. Meanwhile, I’m still hung up and in love with my ex husband. Apparently, there is no hope of reconciliation.
How do you push past the dark Clouds?
I am able to walk again and doing PT. How do I find happiness?
@MindfulMomJenn Wow, Jenn. It does sound like you've been through a lot. I hope that you find lots of really strong supporters here on 7 Cups as you figure out the next steps on your journey. I'm feeling happy that you are walking again and wish you well as you continue your PT. Walking through the grief around the loss of your husband and finding ways to move on will be a whole other thing. I've been there, and it's no fun, but I can tell you it gets better once the sense of loss subsides. Hang in there, and take care.