Depressed and defeates
Its been almost 3 years since I experienced the entire collapse of my world and now suffering from ptsd and betrayal trauma. We've been doing couples counseling the day after i found out and I do individual counselling. I've been put on medication to deal witg my ptsd, anxiety and depression from all this.
I just feel like no matter giw much he's changed, I'm damaged for life. I'm stuck grieving over this failed life.
I just lost all motivation for life and I only live now for my son
@zeetee17 🙁 I'm so sorry you have to deal with all this🙁 it's not a failed life, you have not failed. Thank God you got your son a little miracle in even the darkest times ❤❤ have you thought about your future with your partner?? I mean if your not happy, if this has been 3 years and you still feel as bad as you did 3 years ago. Then is it worth it? I'm not great at giving advice on love and relationships, but honey sometimes you gotta put yourself first, you gotta do what's right for you ❤ hugs you tightly ❤❤ merry Christmas to you and your family ❤
I get it, while i wasn't cheated on I felt no emotional connectiin in my marriage. Boundaries I expressed i needed werent honored and just didnt feel emotionally safe.
10 years of counseling without much results if not adding to my stress…….
It’s so hard, if I didn't have kids I would be so over this. I just cant seem to walk away or really be done because of the kids
i don’t feel emotionally safe with him, we have been separated for over a year
you aren’t alone at all, its taken me 4 years of counseling to learn my worth and love and find myself and I still have struggles
I’m a work in process as we all are
I’m sorry you are going through this and what you are feeling is normal
@zeetee17i have been there and it is hard, but you will get there i know, is an up hill struggle, wont be easy