Life sucks
At this age, it sucks big time to get cheated on. Twice. To rebuild from scratch. To find myself again. To discard all the future plans of marriage, family, growing old together, etc. It sucks. The only reason I am still here is because of my family. I don't want them feeling like it was their fault, if I left this world prematurely on my own accord. Life sucks.
@adaptableCherry1321
Im so sorry this happened to you. I know how horrible that feeling of betrayal is. I did therapy for a while but it took me years to get in a place where I even felt like not dying. Time does not erase wounds, it just builds time to develop some resilience in spite of them.
I'm sorry you are going through this
@adaptableCherry1321 I'm sorry that there are people out there who don't care about one's feelings and think cheating is ok when it never is