Am confused frustrated and angry
A bit of my self am a single mother a domestic violence survivor am staying with my family (traveled to them) I lost everything to save my kids and my self at same time Covid-19 started I got stuck as everyone with all those restrictions and now after a world is opening up I need to go back to get unfinished business done and to find another state away from my ex but my family is not helping in fact they are a huge part of my problem they want me to leave everything and just stay doing nothing as I can’t work since I have no status where they live am facing a huge pressure waking up daily putting a smile on my face for my kids I asked my family to help me by understanding my frustration and anger but they don’t seem to listen or understand I get irritated easily and I lose control of my voice and they get angry and start to tell me how am ungrateful I am to them am lost I feel lonely am screaming but no one is listening I feel that am staying still and the world is moving and am paralyzed in my place I need a getaway how can I make them hear what am saying I deserve to be in a better place I deserve to be happy I can’t afford psychologist fees what can I do??
@easyDay7572
Hi easyDay! I hope you are doing well. I am sorry to hear about everything you are going though, but I can just tell how amazing you are and how awesome of a mom you are! You would do anything for your kids and that's what matters. I know things are tough right now, but just breathe and take it a day at a time. Here is the link to the National Domestic Violence Hotline in case you would like to reach out to them and get more support: https://www.thehotline.org/ I know things are tough right now, but everything will be okay! You are always welcome to reach out to listeners here! There is always someone willing to listen :) You're never alone! 💙
@easyDay7572
I understand. all i can say is, trust your gut and follow your heart. Talk to god a lot and he will unconditionally love you! don't ever do something you don't want to do just because someone else wants you to. live your life and have fun!
sending you my love and prayers, ruby.
@easyDay7572
It is important to be heard/listened to first, as you said it. Here you can reach 7 Cups listeners, it's a free service. I am new here, but I believe there are professionals here who can support you with your further needs. Please, do reach out and find out. I hope all the best for you.