Can't stop
I can't ever seem to tell anyone how I really feel. What I really think. Or what I really wanna do. I overthink way too much and my head is left spinning. I manage to hold myself tgthr enough ti maintain employment but I've completely let go of any other hopes dreams and passions. I'm too worried about the 'what ifs'. Too worried about the 'why did she do that?' lately I find myself thinking about drugs again. How can I get some and who do I still know. No a good spot for me. Yet with no way to pay for therapy, I keep it all to myself. As I sit here and ramble on my mind still spins.
Hi Overthinker
I too struggle to stop over thinking everything. Maybe expressing yourself here more will help to get this stuff out of your head and make some sense of it and you will be able to clear your mind somewhat. So please feel free to let it all out because lots of people are here feeling the same and will understand and from my experience be compassionate and supportive. 🙏
So for what it’s worth… you are not alone in feeling the way you do. I feel constantly miss understood and unable to express myself well enough no matter how hard I try it feels like most people don’t understand my words properly and overanalyse everything people say and feel like it’s clear they don’t understand by their reply’s or reactions or actions to what I’m saying. Makes you feel isolated and totally miss understood. So talking here with people who have experienced similar problems makes me feel less alone and better understood. So please keep coming back and trying to talk through your feelings when you feel as you do and stay away from anything like drugs that can cause addiction problems etc… try and express yourself here instead and work through your feelings rather than trying to numb them with drugs. Wishing you the best in getting through this 💪. Stay strong and continue your journey towards finding what you are needing which I believe is inside you already and you just need to find it. ✌️