Feeling empty and Lost all interest in hobbies

Hello there, hope you all have a good time

These past few days or months, I had a feeling that I've lost interest in every thing I do. I used to enjoy playing games on my PC and console and somehow, I couldn't seem to make myself finish all the games I've bought. I'm also dealing with academics and other stuff. I even compose music but nowadays, I can't get myself to create ideas for a music and it felt like this is not my usual self.

I'm aware of what I've been struggling with, but I just couldn't take myself out of this empty feeling in me which has lost all interest in doing stuff and trying new stuff. I used to not talk with people and now, I have a small group of friends but when I am invited to play with them, or going out with them, somehow I couldn't get myself to go enjoy some time with them. All the time, I've always been focused on studying together with all the struggle I am currently feeling.

When I am in bed, I always think of the past where I used to enjoy the things I want to do now, thinking of my future where there is a bright tomorrow or a future so dark thinking it would be the last day here in this world. Knowing that this is all happening to me, I couldn't think straight. I talk to people like I have interest in them, annoyed to just a little thing. Easily distracted to little things when doing something. Oh, it's interfering to my every day life.

That is something I can share. I have been forgetful these days as well.