I am garbage
These last 2 years have been completely destroying me emotionally and mentally
I know I am garbage and will always be garbage
I know I will never have someone special in my life which also makes me garbage.
I AM GARBAGE
You are not garbage. We all feel that way sometimes but we’re not garbage. And simple because you are alone as far as dating…that doesn’t make you garbage either. We must first live ourselves before we can live others and often being single is a sign of great strength…far far from being garbage
I'll have you know even Garbage is very useful hun,
It's about perception, how we view ourselves & others.
There are documentaries on several house's literally being built out of garbage & recycling materials!
Yes I'm serious! Don't believe it look it up on yourube.
So please don't sell yourself short, you feel low & entitled to all your thoughts & feeling but even garbage can be turned into homes for the homeless, there is meaning to everything in life even if we don't see it.
Rocks are turned into beautiful gems everyday.
As humans we also have a power to transform.
Darkness can not exist without light, just like the light can not exist without Darkness, you're only seeing the dark right now & that's totally okay, although you need to find your light, your ying & yang, your black & white or negative yo positive however you want to label it & that's hard when your laying so low all you see is the floor/ground. When your ready to get up, you may see a different view point.
It's not a magic wand, I know but it may a start or a turning point.
Have you thought that having anyone special in your life hasn't happened because maybe you yourself are special & just don't know it yet, maybe you haven't met someone yet that could show you that.
Or it's possible someone has thought or felt that you're special & hasn't said it outloud, how many of walk around with so many unspoken thoughts & words in our heads.
Yet if we're not mind readers how do we really ever truly know what someone else is thinking if they don't tell us.
Hope that makes some sense to you or helps you last thing I'd want is to write something that you think is trash 🙏 ✌️
Also for the record I love buying second hand items, clothing from op shops & antique furniture from thrift shops.
Remember one person's trash may be another's treasure.