I feel in depression

Short story long I met my soulmate on a weird circumstances. Anyway he told me that he was getting divorced and I am also getting divorced. Was a great relationship 2 months amazing. A friend of his wife saw us. After this he was super cold nothing emotional. Then I had a dream about him where he was taking a selfie and I ask him and he become crazy and he said that was super freak out and he didn’t trust me.

days later he was replying that he need a proof in how I did that, and that I was invading his privacy. I am studying cibersecurity and he said that if I didn’t have a proof I hacked his Facebook. ( I don’t have the knowledge for do this and aside is super unethical) also he said that he was sure that I hacked him because at the beginning he asked me how I imagined him and I said a baby with a blue towel and he said that he has an exact pic on Facebook. For me was insane. My believe is that he just wanted to end everything with an excuse on my side.

he cut all the relationship that I guess was normal. I know I made three mistake of get on a married non settled divorced. But I am feeling guilty. I felt like I was in the 18 century because was easier to said that he didn’t wanted to be divorced than that.

please I need your advice.