Lonely
Hi my name is Jiyou and couple weeks back, my best friend since we were like 5 sent me a message how we shouldn’t hang out Together at school. I just respected her and said okay sure. I expected a few of our friends to hang out with me but the next day there was no one to talk to and my friends were completely ignoring me.....since I’m an introvert and have a hard time making friends I’ve spent the last few days back to a loner. I found it kind of weird since my classmates used to talk to me but now everyone is ignoring me.....today I found out that my friend spread rumours about me and I really don’t want to go to school tomorrow and my mom is forcing me. I’ve also been really stressed with school work and I just don’t want to do anything anymore.....
@calmCranberry7591
Sorry, that sounds like an awful experience. Losing a friend is hard, and in that manner it is especially painful (though can you really call that person a friend if s/he says those things behind your back? Sounds like an awful way to treat a friend). I can certainly understand you not wishing to go back (this written 3 days later I assume you already have). Just wanna say: this happens, school sucks that way, and even if it is awful don't think of yourself as any less. I've not had this exact scenario happen happen but other similar ones, and it hurts very much, and it never gets easier being at the receicing end of it. Hope you're feeling somewhat better it being 3 days later, because these things do just suck a lot. Best of wishes to you