Loyalty
I just left a long time relationship where things were just never reciprocated. I thought I was getting passed everything until a close “friend” disclosed that my significant other had in fact been seeing other people throughout our entire relationship yesterday. Yes this friend was good friends with the both of us and I guess I just thought our bond meant something to where you wouldn’t allow me to blindly go down a path that you knew wasn’t for me. Not even asking for details but a simple “Hey, you’re my friend and I care about you so I’m just going to let you know to let this one go.” Would have been nice or just.something. I just can’t get passed the fact that there is just no loyalty in my relationships and I feel like I’m reliving all the disappointments all over again. What’s funny is finding out my friend took a bleacher seat and watched me get played hurt more then the break up itself. Anyhow, life is insane and I’d never do something like that to someone I supposedly love and care about. Thankfully there’s time to grow and meet new people but in the meantime, I’m just - Blem. Had to get that off my chest.
@modestBranch211
Hi branch<3
I am so sorry that you had to live through that experience of feeling betrayed. I hear what you are saying, and i understand you just wanted that support from a friend. In my experience even though it hurts to hear that someone knew something about me, sometimes telling what they know they didn't want to not see you happy anymore or be heartbroken. I know that doesn't make it any better or an excuse, have you tried talking to your friend to see where they were coming from, what they were thinking in those shoes of theirs during the time of this knowledge?
Thank you for sharing your story.
I wish you nothing but positive things moving forwards<3
-Listener and friend <3
Thank you for your kind words. To be completely honest I was in a bit of shock that she knew the entire time and to refrain from saying anything non productive I allowed thee to just speak and say what she needed to. I may revisit it later but I’m still in that shock and just first trying to understand and be okay.
@modestBranch211
Im sorry to hear that and I am kinda in the same boat I've been doing everything I can think of to show her that I've changed and I'm ready to come back home but she never says anything to me about coming back
