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I feel like everything's chaotic and I'm just overwhelmed. My jobs demanding, im working way too much and have been for about 2 years now, but cutting back isnt really an option currently. My daughter is withdrawing from me and treating me like im nothing more then her personal chef/atm. No matter what i try, she doesnt want to talk to me. Or spend time with me. Or pick up after herself, unless my bf gets involved. he is not her biological father, but he loves her like she is, and they're getting closer. My relationship.....most days it works well and im happy. Hes my best friend and even though our relationship is kind of odd, it usually works for us. But he has his own issues, and its really hard On days when i feel like im blindfolded in a minefield. My depression and anxiety have been hard to handle, to the point I asked to be put on medication even though I hate having too. Theres just so much going on, and I feel like no matter what i do im making the wrong decisions. Even if im not making one. And some days i can talk to my bf and we understand each other and help each other. Other days, one or both of us shut down and refuse to share, even as were saying we know we need too. When im at work, all i want to do is go home and see my favorite people. Halfway home, im dreading going in the door, because I don't know if I'm going to deal with smiles or problems. I don't know what to do anymore