Need help. Hope and lost faith

Hello @exuberantWillow5176! Sad to hear about that, dear. The world can be cruel sometimes. It's ill-intentioned or well-meaning, unintentional or deliberate, the effect can be the same. It still hurts. And when we're in the receiving end of it, take a beat and allow yourself time to grieve and recover. It's OK not to be OK especially when everything's still so fresh. Chatting with someone here can help, and we won't judge you. We're here for you.