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Hello, I'm a 38 year old male that has bipolar 1 disorder. I was in a mania over the summer as well had some psychosis episodes. I was very successful after college and now I have nothing. Divorces because of my disability and today my car started smoking. Iv had two manic episodes of spending a lot of money and this past summer was one. I feel completely lost and I'm in a major depression now. I feel like I'm a burden on everyone and not only that society. I just wish I'd fall asleep and never wake up. Has anyone felt this?
I tell myself one day at a time. Sometimes an hour at a time, today is one breath at a time... if I can manage til the next day, hour or breath, then I focus on the next until I can see light again.
Today I dont see the light yet but I hope I can again some day. I hope you can too
