Virgin at 38Y
I'm sick of hiding this. So I wanted to remove this burden that lasted with me for 25 years. It started when I was 13. At that time, i was raped by two guys older than me so i suck it up and shot my mouth cause i don't want this accident goes on public Because they threatened me to keep my mouth shut. so I left the school. I locked myself up at home and I haven't been out for 10 years .then i started lifting weights and i really like it . And it's become my therapy i just eat train sleep after all this years i feel emotional empty i need a woman comfort me but i can't do it i just can't and what its killing me is i don't know why maybe it's my faith to be a shy person and unorthy
You can join or install apps like tinder, shaadi.com. Start making connections with people, be true and nice. Everything will get sorted.
@Noel84 I'm sorry this has been your experience. That has to be really tough. This is one aspect of yourself, and it doesn't have to define you. I had sexual trauma in my past, it lasted for years, and it makes personal relationships very difficult. If I could offer any advice, it would be that honesty and confidence don't go unnoticed. I hope that you're able move past this healthily.
Oh my god I'm so sorry you've been through this, im glad we have groups like where we can talk to others
