36 (nearly) and just need a good support group

Hiya everyone! I'm a 36 F (she/her) (really unsure of orientation, any suggestions would be helpful lol because I'm confused af)

I'm a divorced mom to an almost 3 year old. I have deep seeded abandonment issues as well as some paranoia with windows and mirrors, and ceiling vents... (due to a peeping Tom when I was just a little girl). I found this group when googling "online therapy now for free" lol.

Yeah, so like I said any suggestions, I am interested in any gender, type, however they identify. I am not, however, interested in any sort of sexual anything. I feel like I'm broken. Like I should be into sex but I'm just not. No meds that decrease libido, I am just not interested.

Anyway, glad to have found this (hopefully).

Happy to meet others!