Loneliness
I was loving being alone until I wasn't. Now, I'm having anxiety about being alone for the rest of my life. I have a past that I feel keeps me from having relationships with anyone because I am ashamed to talk about it and don't want others to know. But I don't feel I can start any relationship without being honest. It just hurts.
I believe in not actively searching, but being an open soul, (out there when you feel like it) and building trust in yourself in the mean time. Grow Trust yourself and your anxieties will melt away from within.
Hugs, it’s not easy. We all have a past, all of us. We all have things we’re not so proud of but the past is just that. It’s been and gone, you don’t have to be that person now. Be who you wish to be and keep moving forward. If it’s something that you have to tell a new partner then ok, show that it’s not who you are now, show that you are a new person and if they’re worth knowing then they’ll accept that. Kia kaha