Good Morning
I just started Therapy: I had chest pains a few months ago late one night; I told myself if I wake up in the morning I will go to the Doctors office. I woke up, still alive and I went to the doctor. The Doctors office put me in a wheel chair and carted me off to the Emegency Room. While waiting in the ER I stood up and walked out of the ER. They called me, but I refused to go back. Instead I looked to see if my Insurance paid for Mental Health supports... It does cover Mental Health. I am here because for years October 10th has been my add it all up date once a year to Continue on or to Expire... I have always continued on... I told my Therapist about October 10th and she had me sign up for 7cups on October 8th. I found the 50+ section and just decided to post this.... I will not investagate any heart issues, but I like going to Thearpy.... Therapy is more affordable than dieing and paying ER bills, Now that I typed this I am fated to live to 110 years Continued.
I am very glad to meet all of you. My goals have nothing to do with a long life, but a possibilty of a short life has my imagiantion chirping.
Good morning,
Im at the beginning of the job process, very possible interview. Its always an exciting time and easy to get overly hopeful. In the job search it is 100 no to 1 yes.... it hard to keep in mind that the 100 nos are meaningful and meaningless at the same time. If you are not hearing 100 nos you dont have enough applications out yet... one yes is all your looking for...
@PeterJC
Me recording my wake up with a sleep mind and feeling paranoid to make sure that feeling goes away as my feet hit the floor. My dream visual this mornings paranoia was a small insect eating on a wound in my brain, it noticed me observing it and faded away with my awareness of my surroundings.... Im in bed, Im waking up. Its gone, but remembered, and being analyzed by me as I texted this entry in.
Here is me being full of poop.... disclaimer. Everyone
During Therapy yesterday I was talking insurance, talking about my prepayment of my Copays, and the insurance will probably insist on a diagnosis for me to continue..... Curiosity did not get the better of me when she told me they have a diagnosis for me.... I
@PeterJC
YaY for a lovely pic post~! i do love Ursela LeGuin's work...
p.s. you can see the size of an image before you post it, and look online for different sizes, using the Browser Window (Search for this Image). on 7Cups, i like 600 for the largest diminsion.. you can set it there on the URL page, and it will auto-adjust for the other side.
BUT, don't try to enlarge a pic, this just makes it fuzzy,, get a pic that's too big and down-size it. 
Good Morning!
Good stress this AM... new Employment on Monday... nightmare scenarios fuel my positive outcomes.... I run the the full end of days scenarios when I have loss of income.... Im use to this in my mind... it is my body that cant handle my productivity panic mode.... it will kill me in the future....
Good Morning! Last night was brutal for bad dreams... the first dream my dog died in an accident, the second dream I was eaten alive by two Alligators, the nights third dream was a partially awake visual light play of floating objects on my rooms ceiling.... no drugs needed! Ha! I can feel a chest cold Starting? Or a rawness from snoring?
@PeterJC
today was full of worries.... snow and ice in the Am, I am not looking forward to my changed plans with car repair... I signed up with AAA roadside service with my new commute both my cars have 320,000 miles on them... they both have been money savers in their longevity of life. This I can be thankful for. Im looking for a positive feel before sleep so my mood in the morning is not controlled by a silly dream. Just days ago I was ready to give up the day in day out struggle to have positive cash flow.... but? Thats not how we do things...
Do I need to know my diagnosis? If it is too plain, will I feel the need to act out bizarrely? if it is alarming will I submit to its definitions? I want a Brain Cloud like Joe!
Good Morning! Thank goodness, a good night sleep... everything thing is a do-able thing in the mind. Yesterday every task and future task was a heavy sigh impossible.
Good Morning! I had my first Uber Ride this am... I am going to use Uber to get to and from work? I am experimenting with options. I
Good morning....
I look in the mirror and I look fine... but? Body is numb and a sense of dread.... how very interesting ... its obvious that I am not in control of this oddity... and is it odd? I just conveniently forget that I do this mood thing all of time...
@PeterJC
1 hour for this feeling to pass... my real world troubles still exist.... but the feeling of numb and dread are gone.... if they have a home,... my imagination has them living in the back edge of my skull.
@PeterJC
the day just might end well.... this morning? Geewhizz? Bad days.... good days.... are all the same... just like the song says... ( inappropriateness deleted)
Good Morning!
Everything is wonderful this morning... nothing has changed except how I woke up to the world. How odd? Yesterday was horrible dread, today calm... you cant ignore how you feel, but I suspect how you feel is not real, other than how actions under feelings create reality? Im full of poop....
Good morning, glad to be here and share some thoughts.
@endearingLion70
Welcome!
