Good Morning
I just started Therapy: I had chest pains a few months ago late one night; I told myself if I wake up in the morning I will go to the Doctors office. I woke up, still alive and I went to the doctor. The Doctors office put me in a wheel chair and carted me off to the Emegency Room. While waiting in the ER I stood up and walked out of the ER. They called me, but I refused to go back. Instead I looked to see if my Insurance paid for Mental Health supports... It does cover Mental Health. I am here because for years October 10th has been my add it all up date once a year to Continue on or to Expire... I have always continued on... I told my Therapist about October 10th and she had me sign up for 7cups on October 8th. I found the 50+ section and just decided to post this.... I will not investagate any heart issues, but I like going to Thearpy.... Therapy is more affordable than dieing and paying ER bills, Now that I typed this I am fated to live to 110 years Continued.
I am very glad to meet all of you. My goals have nothing to do with a long life, but a possibilty of a short life has my imagiantion chirping.
Good Morning! Im still motel living.... I almost posted Peter is full of poop wisdoms in a different Forum. Im glad I looked to see where I was at before I posted. So? I will post it here. The question was: when do you feel safe and calm? Answer: outwardly always calm.... a person should always be planning out fight or flight scenarios even when enjoying their morning coffee. Bad things can build up before they happen, but even so? bad happens to you sideways. You never see it coming... my gun toting friends think they found the answer with guns...they are fools. Prepare for the aftermath of events... not the event. Bad always escalates with participation. This is a point of argument with my armed friends, but they only prepare for a fantastic fantasy scenario, where they become a hero.
Good Morning, this a Merry Christmas Morning.... lots of text messages stating Merry Christmas I think Christmas should be celebrated every 100 years or every 10 years. Probably every 10 years would keep Traditions the same as they are now... Every year is overdone?
After Christmas and before New Year - time to ponder
Good Morning! Nothing to report or to make up this morning.... going to be a rainy day.... bring it on!
Good Morning!
Still on Holiday Slow down.... it has rained, the wind blew, and the river floods tonight... so? No fishing....
Cabin Fever makes the mind go on negative trips...
Good Morning! Holiday Slowdown at work lasts until Tuesday... Cabin Fever is bad.... I could end the boredom at anytime, but? It seems when your out of town and step out it cost you $100.00... Im going to get out and do my laundry, I will use a public laundromat this time so there are folks to watch...
Good Morning! Hmm? I had some strange mind things happen yesterday.... Hmm? I will save them for later after I think about them.
Good Morning!
Laundry Day! My mean thoughts I was pondering on have gone away... I was easily irritated/irritable... and I had violent/ physical thoughts.... hmm? They were from Cabin Fever... they never seemed real or rational. They are gone... thank goodness! And good riddance! Tomorrow the Holiday Slowdown is over.... I will be too busy to internalize silly stuff...
Good Evening,
nothing to report or to makeup.... The end of this work assignment is coming to a close. My next assignment will be New Mexico, Arizona, South Dakota, and Kansas... not sure which one yet, but a month or two off sounds nice. My old workplace wants me to come in and fix 2 busses for them... I will do that for them, they will be happy to see me....its just brakes, but bus brakes is where you smash fingers. I always had a black damaged fingernail at that job. How Fun!