Hello
I am new to this so bear with me. I have lost control of my life and feel I have lost myself as well. I live in a small house with my husband whom I love dearly, his father that drives my crazy and is rude to me most of the time. My brother-in-law who is 47 but due to his schizophrenia is intellectually about 6 years old. He has no boundaries, his father has spoiled him rotten so he feels he is intitled to be waited on. 2 1/2 years ago my DIL filed for divorce from my son (entirely another crazy aspect), this past year we have had to make an apt in our garage for him and his kids. That all being said the house has schizophrenia, bipolar, schizoeffective disorder, agoraphobia(severe) anxiety depression. I am the only one that has been working my son just got a job after being unemployed for nearly a year due to pandemic. With the increased cost of everything and multiple people that don’t understand the concept not getting what they want (food wise) the cost of gas more stress at work due to my line of work I just don’t know what to do. I think I just really need somewhere to let it all out. Thank you for listening.
@Zoey1600
Hello zoey, I'm new here too and just stumbled over your post. Heavy loads on your shoulders ...
I hope, you can find at least al little space and time every day for yourself. And that you can find some help here!
Greetings 😊
@Zoey1600
Welcome to our community Zoey1600! I'm so sorry to hear about what you're going through, it is hard to cope with all of this. So glad you took the courage to reach out and came today to talk about it here. I hope you feel some relief now. I could imagine the whole situation at home creates difficult emotions . Some people find it helpful to journal about things that happen in their lives. Have you tried to journal about what you feel?