Past unforgettable memories
The marking of past memories. living with past unforgettable memories is really difficult. we try to do anything to forget about it but we still can't . Our judging minds makes it hard for us to believe and associate with certain people in the society. We feel scared that the hidden memories would exposed something they won't be able to accept. But why judge us when the memories has't been given explanation.
Past memories
I hear that. It's really bad when such memories surface in your consciousness unbidden...have you ever had that happen?
I have a lot of my childhood i have forgotten. Especially the parts on school. I don't know the names of any of my teachers and very few of my class mates.
It seems that the only memories I have are negative ones, ones that sting, ones that hurt, ones that bring me to tears, ones that make me ashamed, I never remember ones, if I even had any, that bring a smile to my face.
I never realized until just now that I do judge people , I am ashamed to say it but I do. I have judged people for a lot of years and that has greatly contributed to my social anxiety. I too have fear of past things not being accepted by others. But I am also one that I don’t accept myself so how can others accept me.
My judgment of myself is the harshest,
I am not one to reply to others here because I am a negative person, I am not sure how to be positive, I guess I am trying to let you know you are not alone in your thoughts?