Ramblings 3
Nothing new, same issues . I miss the people here. I have been really struggling the last few months. I have been really trying and it seems like I am going back instead of forward.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami YYY well done for forcing yourself to eat ❤ I know that's not easy sometimes. As for being a good friend and wanting to support your friends. Well honey you already do in your own way. We support you because we love you dearly ❤ I love you dearly ❤ you are definitely a good friend to me, and all the rest of us ❤ I agree when you said you want to change doctors, I've never had that issue. And whatever you decide to do I will be on yourside forever ❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤ I love you ❤
@Tinywhisper11
❤️❤️I love you too ❤️❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I attempted to do some drawing today, with my one arm.. I failed😂😂😂 but at least I tried😁 has your headache gone at all yet?
@Tinywhisper11
Practice makes perfect. So that means that you don’t need practice. You are just having a little bit of difficulty seeing the masterpieces you created.❤️
The headache has subsided a little.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I'm glad your headache isn't so intense anymore ❤ your sweet, but it's actually really bad😂😂 hopefully when I can move a bit more, my drawing will get easier again😁
@Tinywhisper11
It’s a modern day Picasso. ❤️❤️. I probably spelled the name wrong. Oops…
@Iamwhoiamwhoami 😂😂😂😂 no I'm pretty sure you spelt it right ❤ I feel I should say something nice to you now🤔🤔🤔 gimme a second I'm thinking🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔 and your like a modern day🤔🤔🤔dinosaur😁
@Tinywhisper11
Bingo! I am a dinosaur, All this modern technology boggles me. Come to think of it, walking around my kitchen boggles me as well ❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11
I may accidentally fall asleep. But I’m trying not to. I don’t want to miss any of your messages.❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami awww bless you, honey you go to sleep ❤❤ sleep is important ❤
@Tinywhisper11
I nap off and on around the clock. But I’m usually limited on when you are active here. So a little delay on a nap isn’t going to affect me much.❤️❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami ❤🙂❤ your really sweet ❤ my piggies have learnt and adapted😂😂 I got them treats they like that come on rope, so you the it to a bar in the cage, they all went straight for the rope this time, and knocked there treats down so it's easier to eat in minutes😂😂😂😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11
You taught them well ❤️❤️
@Tinywhisper11
I forgot the YYYs.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami did they give you any good news about the surgery??? Like pain management, or recovery time?
@Tinywhisper11
Probably around six weeks to get to go to work on extremely light duty. Barely able to lift a pencil light duty.
If I switch surgeon, I don’t know how long I am prolonging this yet?
@Iamwhoiamwhoami 🙁 6 weeks is long enough recovery, but if your job doesn't do light duty, will they get you to stay of longer? That's the problem you gotta work out , whatever you decide to do with switching surgeons will be the right choice ❤ I'd advice you pick both change and stick, it's just hard to know how much pain your in. But we will get through this, and everything is in your paperwork, so maybe switching surgeons will happen quickly too ❤ hugs you tightly, sorry you have to go through this crap
I love you too❤️❤️
There are countries that supposedly will accommodate the darkest of wishes of people like me. Honestly, I occasionally wonder about visiting one of those places. Then reality sets in. There are too many things that are major obstacles to taking a vacation like that . Even though the deepest rooted desire in my darkest thoughts could attain their goal, my many anxieties and growing list of phobias wouldn’t let me reach that conclusion.
My friends here may understand but probably would talk me out of a trip like that.
Finally changed the sheets on my bed. I have to try and start doing laundry, it is piling up. Probably not making the house smell of roses. I still haven’t done the dishes from how long ago.
