Thankful ………
I say that I don’t have anything to be thankful for but that is not true ….
I am thankful for this place and all the wonderful people here. The caring words, the non judgmental attitudes, I may be in a very dark place and it gets darker everyday day, but when I get even a simple, what’s it called…an upvote? I am touched.
I am so confused and lost. I’m thankful for this place, I am thankful for the people here, especially those with kind words and wishes in response to my posts. I do feel something I never felt before when I read the responses to the things I have written. I am not sure what exactly I feel but it actually brings tears to my eyes. Not sadness, I don’t think. But more along the lines of a tiny bit of relief, maybe because someone is actually reading the things I wrote. Maybe because someone is taking those few seconds to not only read those words but write some of their own and try and (encourage?) me. Maybe to try and help me, even by just trying to let me know I am not alone.
I am sorry that I am in such a state that I am not a positive person, that I want to be supportive and promote positivity like that which is shared with me, but I can’t. For that I am ashamed and I apologize to everyone here. I wish everyone could be happy and comfortable in their own lives, I want nothing but the best for everyone here.
Thank you everyone for being you.
Now I will return to my regular scheduled negativity. Have a wonderful day/night wherever you are.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami You said, “I want to be supportive and promote positivity,” and you’ve succeeded with your note of gratitude. Sometimes we don’t have the energy or resources to be supportive and positive for others. And it’s not always expected that we do so. Your sharing that you are facing big challenges, but still through that, finding some relief here on 7 Cups gives me some hope and emotional energy. So thank you, and please do, “continue your regularly scheduled program.”
@helpfulAvocado7912 I am truly grateful and appreciative of you and your kindness and compassion. Please continue to be wonderful and special.
Thank you…. I appreciate you and your support. I wish I had something better to say than that but that is what I have and it comes from my newly found heart.
Have a wonderful day too🥰 p.s you are a wonderful person... I have negative times too where it seems everything is against me and am trying to look bright and push through cos am going to make it!
Look in the mirror and tell yourself :
*That you are a wonderful person, people who don't like you are missing out 😉
* That you are going to get through every difficulty cos you're strong!
* That everything is going to work out in your favor 🥰🥀
*And you are not alone and you have this large family supporting you behind you
*And have fun.... Meet people and you might find someone who gets you
I try to make lots of friends cos it keeps my loneliness at bay
And I try to keep myself busy cos when am busy I don't think too much 😅
I have typed this long speech, hope you can read it all 🤣
Later fam
I’m so jealous of you right now, your positivity is overflowing.
I am overwhelmed by your words and the meaning behind them.
without going into a rambling array of words, The only thing I feel that I can truly relate to is possibly the family comment.
I want to respond honestly how I feel to each step of your comment without hurting your feelings. I know I am a negative person and going forward I’m going to try and not completely force that out while responding to kindness.
I only respond back with honesty about my feelings etc, to inform you about me. So in case you’re truly interested you can start to maybe understand where I am at and how I’m feeling. I never intentionally try and dampen anyone’s happiness, but I I know I do which is another reason I avoid people. Thank you and keep being you.
I am thankful to all of you who read and supported my rantings today. Your kind words mean more to me than any of you will ever know. I am so lucky to have you all in my life.