Addicted to mastubating

Hi everyone, I’m addicted to mastication and I’ve been trying to quite for months now. I always have relapse every week and will find myself mastubating cause I can’t handle the urge. I feel very disgusted especially since I feel like I’m not worthy or good enough to be with my friends cause of my disgusting habits. It’s very hard and I’ve taking measures for it such as downloading porn blocking apps, putting child lock in my own phone but I still find ways to get off such as looking for d pics and even finding some audio online of ppl moaning. I’m a Christian well trying to be and this is ruining my head. I failed more times than I count and I’m so sick of it.

I need some ppl to help me stay accountable of my actions. I want to be clean of this mastubation. I cannot live like this anymore of shame and guilt. I made it a goal to change myself for the better and this is one of my goals. Please help me in this journey