Nicotine Addiction (16 years)

at first i thought this addiction would give me problems but when i realized the destruction it created it was too late, i was a complete mess and i lost the girl i love the most, my favorite person in this world and most of my friends and i caused pain to myself and others, i tried to stop, relapsed, i have the hope to get better and even get back with the people i love, but sometimes it’s too hard to keep going