Very guilty that I feel angry at God 😕

@skob11

Bring this anger to God.

Be honest.

You are human.

And we all struggle.

You wouldn't have stopped all of the things you mentioned ultimately if you were enjoying them or feeling fulfilled.

It's difficult now but you need to find a passion they makes you feel alive 💚

It makes it difficult to continue when effects arent noticed but the fact that you have been strong and been able to stick to your plan is evidence in its self that you are getting some form of help. You are breaking an incredibly difficult bond with negative impacts on your life. Continue to make your life better and focus on the positive. Your health is benefiting from this change alone. Take enjoyment in the fact that you are strong! Pray to God and let him know how you feel and continue to ask for help. Dont give up, I am proud of you.

Hello ! Very very impressive job 🙌 I agree with previous posts and give +1 to support you . Keep going , it’s a long way therefore interesting.

I am having same sort of thing and what helps me - hearing similar stories and feeling I’m not alone .

From my side - you stick to your body/soul balance point as much as your willpower allows - you are captain here , keep going . But because you know you do your best already based on your abilities and wisdom by this moment - accept the result with gratitude even if it’s not what you expected. It could be much worse - be grateful for what you got .This way you shift your attention from absent things to present things and stay with them , face them bravely. Once you manage to fully accept your reality now - first of all you’ll see it’s not that bad , second - any small improvements will be noticeable better and with bigger gratitude 🙏🏽

What you ‘ve done takes incredible strength. You didn’t just quit substances, you changed your whole life including relationships that were not longer serving you and that’s trying to live in alignment with your faith. Feeling empty right now doesn’t mean it was pointless, it also doesn’t erase the efforts. it means you’re in the hard middle stage of healing, where the old life is gone and the new one hasn’t fully grown yet.

It’s okay to feel disappointed or lost, even with God. That doesn’t make you weak or unfaithful

it makes you human because early recovery comes with quite grief and loneliness people don’t talk about trust me it wasn’t pointless. It shows that healing is unfolding and you are declutering for your next phase. You don’t have to carry this alone. Reaching for support now is part of the healing, not a failure. I’m a therapist and I can walk with you in this journey if you want.

You are still rebuilding, and that takes time. The fact that you’re here and still trying says more about your strength than this moment of pain ever could. You are not behind. You are healing and you deserve help and companionship as keep going. Look at the comments you are not alone

What you ‘ve done takes incredible strength. You didn’t just quit substances, you changed your whole life including relationships that were not longer serving you and that’s trying to live in alignment with your faith. Feeling empty right now doesn’t mean it was pointless, it also doesn’t erase the efforts. it means you’re in the hard middle stage of healing, where the old life is gone and the new one hasn’t fully grown yet.

It’s okay to feel disappointed or lost, even with God. That doesn’t make you weak or unfaithful

it makes you human because early recovery comes with quite grief and loneliness people don’t talk about trust me it wasn’t pointless. It shows that healing is unfolding and you are declutering for your next phase. You don’t have to carry this alone. Reaching for support now is part of the healing, not a failure. I’m a therapist and I can walk with you in this journey if you want.

You are still rebuilding, and that takes time. The fact that you’re here and still trying says more about your strength than this moment of pain ever could. You are not behind. You are healing and you deserve help and companionship as keep going. Look at the comments you are not alone

‭James 1:13 NIV‬

[13] When tempted, no one should say, “God is tempting me.” For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone;

ask yourself, what about prayers, prayers is a way to communicate to God, talk to him, complain about everything to him, because he is your Father...you've done a good job quitting all this sinful ways, but prayer is the key

@skob11
Do you even know why done this for God?
What do you expect from God in return?

If you want a better life then ofc you can't do it alone, you need a community support and a good mentor else no way you could done things right cause you will always struggles.

Sex is not forbidden in my believe as long as it is not full of just lust and should be always in consent and within the scope of marriage, husband and wife, this is why it is advice for someone who are not able to control their sexual urges it is advice to get married.