Can't get out of it
I never thought I'd say this but my oh my I have been through difficult times but getting out of this addiction is way worse it has consumed me from such deep roots I almost feel like I am a slave to this. I started this around 10 years ago yes YOU HEARD that right.
I really want to do something about it but even 10 days feel like eternity forget 90 days. I can't afford a therapist too I guess this is gonna be an end for me till it consumes me entirely.
@creativeLake8649 Dear, please don't. I want you to save yourself more than others save you. There are so many first-aid mechanisms inside your body to keep you alive. Trust yourself, please. Everything will pass, and you will be fine. I hope you can reply to me, and I really need to see your message tomorrow!!