I hate myself
I'm a woman and I wish I was never exposed in watching porn when i was a teen. So when i get 20 i loose my virginity to my first boyfriend...there's a time that I'm craving for sex but he'd stopping me by saying that he respects me and he doesn't want me to get addicted with sex. And i will feel upset because of that...Now he left me and calling me a 'sex addict' and I LOATHED MYSELF FOR BEING LIKE THIS.
Hi AmusingGela2000! First of all, just be relax. Every human craves for sex. You haven't been the only one. We all desire sex. It's just that we keep us confined but deep down it is something we all want. So, firstly you need to look at yourself in a different way. Now see, each person is different. Even though we all want sex we do not really go to perform it often. Reasons can be many. But that doesn't make any of the two groups of people right or wrong. You just need to know that you were with a different person who had different ideologies with respect to sex. And, to stress uopn, neither of you is less right or wrong. If he left you, then he left you for good cause you deserve to be well treated and satisfied in a relationship. Don't let people change your ideas about yourself. It's okay to be like this. To be honest, we all are. There's nothing wrong to be the way you are. Never loathe yourself just because someone else took to criticizing you ruthlessly. Accept yourself and love yourself fot the way you are. I hope it helps. Sending you lots of love and warmth.